Prayers addressed to the mystery of myself

If you do not read poetry you miss much. You miss star showers around your head and arrows near your heart. You miss the fire that lights itself. You miss the hawks that soar towards the sun. You miss the marigolds in your path. You miss the sudden jolt of newness in an old world.

In his endlessly entrancing book about poetry, A Private Art, Geoffrey Grigson writes that most people read poetry but not much of it. “The poems most people know and enjoy and turn over and over again through their lives are like prayers addressed to the mystery of themselves. They don’t need to add to their small stock, they don’t want to, either.”

I have not been like that in my own life. I have always wanted to add to my stock of poems and grow into loving them.

There is hardly a week I do not add to that stock. The other night I was re-reading the love poems of Hitamoro, thirteen centuries old, Japan’s “Saint of Poetry,” one poem especially about leaving his wife behind as he goes on a long trip and he writes so beautifully of her clinging to him, clinging to his side as he goes, not wanting him to leave, swaying at his side like sea-leaf tendrils in the rise and fall of the sea. I would not like to be without such poetry in my life.

Good poems are instantly recognizable. They startle, shock new life into old ideas, impress on the mind patterns of beauty and truth previously unnoticed.

Often, as John Keats wrote, they “strike the reader as the wording of his own highest thoughts and appear almost a remembrance.” Let me share a few poems which I have added to my stock of “prayers addressed to the mystery of myself.”

* Here is a powerful poem by Tennessee Williams, one of the 20th century’s most celebrated playwrights. He is not much known as a poet. But sometimes he wrote poems which are simple, searing and unforgettable. This I think is one of them.

Your Blinded Hand

Suppose that

everything that greens and grows

should blacken in one moment, flower and branch.

I think that I would find your blinded hand.

Suppose that your cry and mine were lost among numberless cries

in a city of fire when the earth is afire,

I must still believe that somehow I would find your blinded hand.

Through flames everywhere

consuming earth and air

I must believe that somehow, if only one moment were offered,

I would

find your hand.

I know as, of course, you know

the immeasurable wilderness that would exist

in the moment of fire.

But I would hear your cry and you’d hear mine and each of us

would find

the other’s hand.

We know

that it might not be so.

But for this quiet moment, if only for this moment,

and against all reason,

let us believe, and believe in our hearts,

that somehow it would be so.

I’d hear your cry, you mine –

And each of us would find a blinded hand.

* I like the following poem which in a few quiet lines takes a wry look at the pretentions of the powerful. Nobody should take themselves too seriously, especially politicians and especially politicians in power over us. The poem was written a thousand years ago by the Chinese poet Su Tung-Fo (1036-1101). Prime Minister Harold Macmillan of Great Britain used to read it out every now and then at his cabinet meetings!

On The Birth of His Son

Families when a child is born

Want it to be intelligent .

I through intelligence

Having wrecked my whole life

Only hope the baby will prove ignorant and stupid

Then he will crown a tranquil life

By becoming a Cabinet Minister.

* The American Jack Gilbert is one of my favourite poets. Just recently I discovered a very short poem of his which I like a lot. It condenses into a few lines an ambition which does not fly too high but high enough to catch the last rays of the setting sun.

    Convalescing

I spend the days deciding

on a commemorative poem.

Not, luckily, an epitaph.

A quieter poem

to establish the fact of me.

As one of the incidental faces

in those stone processions.

Carefully done.

Not claiming that I was

at any of the great victories.

But that I volunteered.