“I thought having a baby was the best thing that could have happened to me. After all, many women want to be a mother. We all want that little boy or girl to call us mommy. But after months of fatigue and feeling uncomfortable and my little girl was born it was not that happy time that I thought it would have been,” she said with a slight smile.
It has been some months since she gave birth to her baby girl and from the way she lovingly looks at her every few seconds, there is no doubt in my mind that she loves her very much.
Having this conversation with her was somewhat uncomfortable for me because I knew exactly what she was talking about and I know that guilty feeling as well.
