Fidel Castro says was at death’s door, now better

HAVANA, (Reuters) – Former Cuban leader Fidel Castro  told an interviewer there were times during his long illness when  he was at death’s door but now he is mostly recovered and trying  to avert nuclear war.

Castro, 84, told Mexico’s La Jornada in an interview published  yesterday that he was in such bad shape after falling ill four  years ago that he no longer “aspired to live, much less anything  else.”

He said he asked himself “if those people (doctors) were going  to let me live in those conditions or if they were going to let me  die.

“Then I survived but in very bad physical condition,” said  Castro, who underwent emergency surgery in July 2006 for a  still-undisclosed intestinal illness, and then endured several  following operations.

“Lying in that bed, only seeing my surroundings, ignorant of  all those machines,” the longtime U.S. foe said. “I didn’t know  how long that torment was going to last and the only thing I hoped  for was the world to stop,” he said in what the newspaper  described as a five-hour conversation in Havana.

“But I revived,” Castro said in the second interview he has  given since reappearing in July after four years out of public  view. Earlier this month, he spoke to television reporters from  Venezuela.

Castro, who ruled Cuba for 49 years before officially  resigning as president in 2008, has for the past several months  written and spoken frequently about the danger of a coming nuclear  war.

He has warned it will break out if the United States, in  alliance with Israel, attempts to enforce international sanctions  against Iran for its nuclear activities.

Castro said his goal is to form an “anti-nuclear war movement”  by creating “a force of international persuasion to avoid that  colossal threat.”

In the meantime, his recovery continues as he works to regain  strength in legs weakened by months in a hospital bed and to put  on lost weight.

He told La Jornada he walked 600 steps without help and now  weighed 190 pounds (86 kilos), up from pounds (66 kilos) at the  depths of his illness.

“I don’t want to be absent in these days,” he said. “The world  is in a the most interesting and dangerous phase of its  existence.

“I still have things to do.”